I am a student at Fuller Theological Seminary and I am trying to discover what God has for my life.  I have been married for three years and have the best wife alive.   I titled this reluctant pastor not because I don’t want to be a pastor but because I know that it is a hard thing to do.   I am reluctant because I have tried to run a number of times from a future in ministry, but the more I seek God the more I realize that not only is pastral ministry what I need to do but what I want to do as well.  So this blog will track both my random musings as well as how I deal with the practical reality of heading into and being in ministry.