There were some that said it would never happen again, that the pessimism would not rear its head again but alas it as returned.  It was not nearly as profound as last time but I was just sitting here and I realized, that once again, I was just downright annoyed.   

I have decided that it is annoying to know things, particularly what God wants you to do.  It is hard to be in one place all the while knowing that you need to, or will inevitably, be somewhere else.  When you know what God has called you to do you have to either move forward with what is required, or do nothing  and both of these options can be difficult.  Moving forward means that you have to make tough decisions and trust that God will take care of you.  Doing nothing means that you are constantly thinking about what you need to do and that is a tremendously difficult way to live.  So that is why knowing things is annoying…

Another thing that annoys me is not knowing things.  The problem with being anoyed with both is that I don’t know how to function with being annoyed with both.  It is not exactly a workable lifestyle.   And that is maybe the most annoying of all.

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